Sorry it's been so long......I don't know why posting on here seems like such a daunting task sometimes.....Anywho, I could just say "same crap, different day" and be done with this post, but that's not very entertaining for you, is it? Here goes....
Still having some "competition" issues, but they mostly come and go. If something about her comes up, the feeling is much stronger than when things are just "normal." I've talked to my counselor about it and we're working on it. All of my issues boil down to a fear of rejection. My psycho doc hit the nail on the head when he said that all of these feelings I have are so strong b/c the love I have for Ben is very different from the love I had for Brian. The deeper I fall for Ben the greater my fear becomes of "losing him." I mean that in many different ways.....regardless, my counselor is definitely tapping into some issues, which I guess is what I pay him for anyway, right? lol.
8 weeks from tomorrow will be Aiden's arrival! I know it will fly, but I'm ready! Granted, there's a lot we don't have, etc, but I'm not freaking out. lol. A friend of mine is throwing me a small shower, so hopefully that can fill in the gaps of what we don't have. Sucks that I gave everything I had away, but then again, I wasn't expecting to have another baby!!!!!
So, I had to have "the talk" with the twins a couple of weeks ago. They'll be 11 next month and Britney had started her period. Oh, boy! What a jumpstart into being the mom of preteen! lol. I wasn't ready for this AT ALL. The poor girls knew NOTHING and I mean.....NOTHING! I warned Ben ahead of time that the sex talk might end up in there and was he ok with that. He was fine with it b/c he didnt' have to do it! lol. So, what a night that was! LOL. I tried to stick to the basics. At least I have good practice now for when Abby gets older! Between the twins and then doing the talk again when Taylor's ready, I'll be a pro by then! ha!
Other than that, I don't think you've missed much. Still very much in love and very happy! :) We've had our "disagreements" with lots of tears from me (gotta love hormones!) but we work it out and move on! Love you all!
About Me
- Sara
- A widow at 30, I recently married the second love of my life. Ben and I have 5 kids collectively and one on the way. He's a wonderful man and I thank God for a second chance at happiness!
2 comments:
Umm....seriously....I am so dreading the talk! I keep telling Scott that he will have to have "the talk" with Isaac, but I bet it will end up being me doing it anyways. LOL I bet that was interesting. And periods...really...ugh! Again I say, I hope the rapture happens sooner rather than later!!!!
Glad your counselor is helping. I often think I should go to one.... but that is another topic!
I LOVE the name Aiden and can't wait to see what this beautiful baby boy will look like!
Love ya!
Seriously that makes me sick. I can't believe that you're a mom who's talking about sex to your children. I dread that...but I'm glad that the period stuff doesn't come with that! ha ha!!
I'm so glad the doc is working! I'm proud of ya girl!
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