Need to vent.....

I know, I know......I'm a big fat slacker! My good intentions on blogging more often are just that.....good intentions! lol. Life is a tad bit stressful at the moment.....when isn't it? Church kind of fell by the wayside there for awhile.....you miss here and there at first and then all of a sudden you haven't gone in 2 months. I wasn't raised that way and it's just not me, so we're trying to get it back together again. We've been going the last few weeks to Crossview. Brian's parents go there (and Missy :)) and I've always liked that church, but avoided it b/c frankly.....Brian's parents go there! lol. It's kind of awkward to go with your "new family" where your "old family" goes. Regardless, it's gone ok. We even sat together. The kids really seem to like their classes and so far, Ben seems to like it, so PLEASE keep us all in your prayers. The good thing is that even if Ben decides to miss for whatever reason, I would feel comfortable going by myself. I have the ex in-laws to help with the kids, etc.....whereas at Apex, I didn't have that support and it was so stinkin big! So, that's been a huge blessing, but also a prayer request. Also, Ben's really struggling right now and needs prayer badly. I truly believe he's dealing with some depression and he's also really having a hard time in his spiritual life....lots of questions and not enough answers.....he's just struggling big time. I feel like God is working, but maybe not fast enough....? I know that God's timing is perfect, but this also could use your prayers. He's also supposed to be starting a new job with his friend's landscaping company next week, so hoping all goes well with that..... I'm stressing big time about Abby's kindergarten testing. She didn't go to preschool and we've been working with her some, but I just don't feel like her skills are up to that of the kids that did go. I just don't want her to be "behind" before she even gets started, you know? Lots of prayers needed here this week.....love you all! :)